At last i decide not to end this relationship.
i can't to this to him coz of my childish.
all along he have acompany me till now,teach me many thing.
help me alot.i do like him actually.
but sumtime i'm really angry with him of sumthing.
in my hreat i neo tat a only guy treat me very good n tat was him no second one...
today went out with them again.meet him @ his house.
starting i dun tok at all coz abit sad.
afterawhile i slowly tok to him.n he call mac to eat.watch show together
till 4+ went to Qreenway meet zx at there coz he wanna see baketball clother
but end up dun buy.so we went to bugis.
were so hot down there.omg~
went to buy top again,so i get to try.
dear say wanna buy for me,but i dun wish to.
den i pay 1/2 of the money..
after tat we 3 went to eat stiamboat,long till dun eat.
haha~ today i dun neo why i do alot of stupid stunt kp on asking thing without thinking..lol
HAI WHY tHE JOB hvn call up~ hai
Yaki~i wearing spect.
izzit funny i wearing spect?haha
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2:30 PM
Time now 8.10.wah~ so early Today righT? has~
not feeling well from yesterday.i think my body system gonna spoil in by my hand liao..
i dun neo how to say just dun feel good.
entries start from yesterday nite.very hot can.getting mood down.
sitting my pc infront n playing game summore.
actually was waiting for him play game with me de but and end up become angry
coz he say bye bye before i still wanna say thing..
i neo at first i was wrong for sure a small matter den trun up like this..
but he say thross word tat nv treat it before at me.the more he say the more i angry at.
(actually i say before i trying my best not to think much But once a knife toucher.
den back to wat ever i am.everything come out my mind again)
nvm~off my pc, coz i neo the more word the both of us say the more worst...
went to bed.msg(qurral) awhild.shop my msg.went to slp..till 5+ wake up st away think of yestersday thing.msg him 6 to 7 msg dun reply. i neo liao~wat is change hv been change!
he dun care le wat he wan is just slp... nvm. use to it.. i hate..
listen to my psp music!~
den i realie tat all word i have msg is hurting myself.tear drop none stop till 7+.
actually at first i told yesterday n today was a fine days for me but end up sadness!
went to bed again rest awhile den think come back again..cry again.
11 or 12+ give him a chance but there no call..getting very angry.msg him 3 or 4 time den reply..
"word" again tat prove it...i neo i'm childish to all this..but u nv tell me u stress wat..Do u neo i all this day i hv been look on to today..but is a spoil days...
den i was very angry till the mountant top.den i say break ba coz i my hreat is in pain~!
xin gu.can't breath.
HAVE A BIG FIGHt~ i neo i'm the one who started!But
I hate you~all coz of yr hurt
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11:38 AM
Finally! dear have been working for 3 day.
Me staying at home ~.~
✖wake up. switch on my pc,click here n there till 5 or 6 sumthing.
Off It~.
✖went to bath.prepare for dinner(i cook hot the food only).
✖den call dear den 8 sumthing on my pc till 1 or 2 in midnite...
hai~every days my timing is like tat...
nvm...i'm great dear find a jod.is good to earn money for himself
other den spand all money and Stay at a conner strass up himslef.
well~me try finding thing to do. like helpping up my friends creat a blog
coz i dun wish to think alot of rubish thing.
after tat will be hot tenper with him again tat wat i dun wish to.
now i trying to let him have less responsibilities on me.
i not going to say "oh~u dun have much time to acompany me or other"
like other gals did. out there...coz the male side will hv a big Stone in heart..
so dear JIA YOU!work hard n i wish u take care of yr health.
ME~just wanna wait for the clinic call for 1 or 2 week,if not i choose the other xinyi have it...
Just downlaod Hightstreet5 new version.OMG!OMG!
check up..
WAH~is much more big place den before.
More clother i wanna buy but so expensive in there.
more hair,music,stunt n so on..
really luv this version la~omg! haha..
so good~wish my room also like this.haha
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5:44 AM
Hi there~hmm! today is father day n i also staying at home with my family,
sad tat i dun buy anything for my dad coz yesterday i have use out all money i have..(~.~)''
yesterday went to bugis,went to meet zx there all awhile, well actually we not meeting coz sumone dun pick up our call,nvm so we walk toward to B.K coz i'm in rush to toilet den i walked by the B.K window, dear saw them sitted inside B.K so we went in,the 1st step i step in is wat i saw a view like it so difficul in their face to pick up a call from us,like 做了魁心事 went i frist stepping in. Den i was thinking "i'm sad" tat they can sit at B.K i dun since y can't listen n pick up our call,well we can understand if anyppl dun feel/wish to meet us.we r olright with it. just a call can say it to us:'''(
hai~ i dun wish to say le just hope nexttime dun happen again.after tat we went to bugis st walk around,once again i hear wat i dun wish to hear really can't bear with it well i dun wanna mention with it just tallered ba..n go for normal way n time go long will use to it de~awhile later they went off coz tiff wanna go home earlyer den we walk our ownself after awhile feel so hot over there so went to bugis square for
aircorn haha~going to 5 so we went to taxi stand find xinyi coz we meeting her to top1 to sing... this was my 1st time meeting her Hebeyaki!:)den she bring us to bugis st coz she say the place it over there...den i was wondering there hv any such a place ma?coz she say got 8 storie high..wired! bugis st only have 2 storie high how come? & i olway been there but dun seen any 8 storie or any exit to top 1 灵异世界~so fanny,haha
no la! all of us were the 1st time went there also... den she check up by a call..yo~ it right infront of the bugis square na...check in the room we have book...step in the room i was whao~it better den kbox na..LCD tv with a computer(touch key screen) set for choosing song,disco light(can switch any light tat we wan),have mini stinboat to eat,can record our voice in a CD but nd money...sit have sum coosion.till 930 we went off den dear send me home of coz...
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4:27 AM
Hmm~wat should i write in my entries today...Friday went out with him again, nth much~went to buy my hair colour this was my second time to dye my hair so the colour will be obvious,after finish dye my hair i was a shock tat were so brown,not really use to it.
After i have done everyting stay at home loh dun go out coz yesterday go out le....hmm~ dun like staying at home i will be emo n carzy no chorce i have my limit.
today went peninsula the tai shopping center beside funan actually he bring me there looking for cheap skinny jeans but end up dun saw any shop hv it, so i tell him i wanna get off from tat place it dosn't fail good over there very smelly wanna vomit... get out from there walk to maraina to have our lunch,finish went downstair to see any pokemon stuff for my brother birthday persent but all item can't be use tat much or not good to play!!!
walk a few round still can't find it so i give up,went upstair walk around den to suntec book fair.
i was telling him we alway went to wat ever fair there is,haha~till 7 sumthing went to take train to novena,reach there waiting zx also~afterware take bus again to my friend birthday place i was like "wah so many friend she have"den i was thinking will it be so many ppl at my coming 21st birthday also???"i dun think so"
we quick slient over there of coz... dun neo everyone down there na...PS
after she hv taken all her photo n cut her cake we went off...
take wrong bus to sum ppl place den change to cab all the way to my place here went to eat 1st den dear send me home!!!!
orch!my leg so pain after all days of walking,i'm so regard to buy tat shose la~ yo!
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4:17 PM
Once again went to dear house coz wanna c his new member in his family,i'm so intrested in it.haha
actually i'm sad n mood coz of my mum but once i reach
there st away sit infront of the tang den i began to tonch
them den put it on my hand.it sooo cute!
after tat my hand wet wet den i realie tat he urine n shit on my hand.qickly put him back into the tang den went to wash up my hand.den i went bk to them again.this time i dun disturb them much coz were slp.kee den i play my dear lactop n watch show loh .so sian~at the sian time also waiting for zhixiong call coz meeting them at 6 after they finish their movie at bugis. 
3 sumting is still early my dear kp on asking me wanna go out early?but i dun wish to coz i'm tried n outside is still raining n also bugis i already walk tried le.... so stay at his house till 5+ den went out...reach there find ting to eat, half way zx call so we went up to lv 2 find them...after he bring tiff to MRt den meet us again den we walk to suntec to have our dinner.well i dun hv any mood to eat but i still eat coz at nite will get hungry at home... after tat went to carrefour to buy drink n tbic for afterware they wanna go my place downstair chat but endup dun hv, coz zx meeting his dad...so we take bus together,
reaching my place area soon so i pass him,his tbic but he dun wan give it to me.
hmm wired.coz at 1st he wanna eat de.anyway thank alot it really very nice~ PS!
drop out bus dear acompany me to my downstair den he went to meet his friend and all of them going to tong at his friend house at west coast is really near my house.hai!so good ...
hmap~so near yet so far... kk i stop here~
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3:37 AM
