Time now 8.10.wah~ so early Today righT? has~
not feeling well from yesterday.i think my body system gonna spoil in by my hand liao..
i dun neo how to say just dun feel good.
entries start from yesterday nite.very hot can.getting mood down.
sitting my pc infront n playing game summore.
actually was waiting for him play game with me de but and end up become angry
coz he say bye bye before i still wanna say thing..
i neo at first i was wrong for sure a small matter den trun up like this..
but he say thross word tat nv treat it before at me.the more he say the more i angry at.
(actually i say before i trying my best not to think much But once a knife toucher.
den back to wat ever i am.everything come out my mind again)
nvm~off my pc, coz i neo the more word the both of us say the more worst...
went to bed.msg(qurral) awhild.shop my msg.went to slp..till 5+ wake up st away think of yestersday thing.msg him 6 to 7 msg dun reply. i neo liao~wat is change hv been change!
he dun care le wat he wan is just slp... nvm. use to it.. i hate..
listen to my psp music!~
den i realie tat all word i have msg is hurting myself.tear drop none stop till 7+.
actually at first i told yesterday n today was a fine days for me but end up sadness!
went to bed again rest awhile den think come back again..cry again.
11 or 12+ give him a chance but there no call..getting very angry.msg him 3 or 4 time den reply..
"word" again tat prove it...i neo i'm childish to all this..but u nv tell me u stress wat..Do u neo i all this day i hv been look on to today..but is a spoil days...
den i was very angry till the mountant top.den i say break ba coz i my hreat is in pain~!
xin gu.can't breath.
HAVE A BIG FIGHt~ i neo i'm the one who started!But
I hate you~all coz of yr hurt
